I wish

I wish I was in a band

I wish I had a better singing voice

I wish I could afford to get my nails done every month

I wish I could afford to live in London

I wish you still loved me

I still think of you

Everyday

Do you still think of me?

Are you still lonely like me?

What was the reason you stay in London?

It wasn’t me

I got away

I’ve wondered if you could live that life

With me in the country

Or by some village

Just us two

Maybe a dog or two

Whatever you like

A labrador like my step dad

And whatever you had

Growing up

I want to grow old

With you

Would you like that too?

I’d find things for us to do

Growing old

With you

Like our grandparents did

Will you teach me the piano?

I’ve been saving it for you

Something else left for me to do alone

And all these feelings for you

What should I do?

When I spend all day

Thinking about you.