Why are you so embarrassed of your 15 year old self?

Why are you so embarrassed of your 15 year old self?

To be honest

I’m still in love with him

It’s so sad

To see

You’ve changed

So much

As you got older

You grew colder

If we had a child

Together

When she turns 15

I’m pretty sure you’d scold her

She’s part your’s

Bet you’d never let her be part mine

Bet you’d never let her shine

Because you remember

Your 15 year old self

And how you were

And how you loved

Someone you met

On the internet

And he loved you back

But you couldn’t handle that

Like an overplayed 15 year old vinyl

That jumps at the cracks

I hope that you don’t

Raise your hand

To smack

Your non-existent daughter

The one I used to imagine

We’d have together

When we were 15 years old